Do You ?

Ugh, its always like this. When im normal, something will happen which make me happy and as soon as im happy it'll turn out to be sad so fast. but i got used to it so its okay :) My friend said i get happy so easily for something which is normal and i should take things slowly and chill :p yeah yeah true tho :S but how to not be like that? i mean, this happened so many times, not only once, maybe like more than 5? UGH!

i wanna know, do you do you do you?? LOL freak devi ==

shall forget bout all this shitsss. woohoo!

Anyway, had maths today, was difficult :) Hope i can get good marks yeah :p

and tomorrow , statistics fufufu, wanna finish all this exams laa so i can have fun, but how to? when ur friends are all leaving :( gael is going to thai so fast, and so does aishah. maybe will only be with bernessa, su and lee an :)

Well, guess what. i just read aishah's blog, and that made me think bout all bout that. I changed too wei! i mean i dont know from which part, but i changed :p ofcourse in a good way, and also because of my friends in school :) xxx

On friday until Sunday i might be working at PC Fair too tho :p but not sure, cuz its like from 10.30am till 10pm? wooh! tiring! and 3 days okay, my mum let me, but my dad? ugh not sure, hope so. cuz i'll be working with Sara and Joyce and i miss them :)

I gotta sleep now, i dont want my eyebags to grow bigger and uglier :D

so, night night :) xxx

shit happens ;)

school sucks as usual. Slept in aishahs house last friday :) and yeah lol

uhm after that, i was so worry about my eyes, they were red and i thought it was infection, so i quickly went back and told my mum bout it. but she said it wasnt, and just gave me few eyedrops.

Saturday and Sunday i was busy at home, nothing to do, chatting with people :)

and i just felt like i want the holiday to come fast, so many things i wanna say but i can't ?

then on Monday, we got to know our partner for the prom dance . and my partner? =..=

but i couldnt care less. cuz its just for one freaking performance :) nyaha

and my dress sucks, like seriously, cant imagine what will my friends say bout it.

but nvm, its not my prom so i can be a retarded cacat girl :P

and i went to island hospital, NOTHING ! MY EYES ARE JUST FINE ! woohoo, i can still wear my contact lense ! XD

anyway,

im so jealous of burn ass nowadays lol dk why :p

so tired after swimming :( gotta rest

xoxo .

tueessdaay, 3rd November 09

aw, november alrd? damn fast uh . but nvm, next month holiday ! woohoo! going back please papa :( i didnt go to Indonesia for the past 2 and a half year pftt and prom in 2weeks , cant wait! but my dress sucks lol . nvm i'll be like some freak :p

anyway, today school was damn boring, 4 people was absent so rest only 5 person :(

was boring but still enjoyed it with su and lee ann lol

after school, went to island red cafe to meet ka febby ;) tmrw she's gg back to indonesia, and might come back again but on december :(

so yeah, at first shakinah, ka lia and I went to the one near midland but the wifi wasnt that good so we went to near ria's house

4 of us was waiting for the others to come, gossiping and stuff lol and asep came, amry came and then only ka febby and ijul . aw aw lovebirds :p lol jk

she was late pft but nvm hehe at least can meet her . after a while i dont know why i got pissed off because of some school shits and 'him' . annoyingg la and i was trying to forget bout that stuff cuz i dont wanna be moody while im with my friends ;) and besides, it was a problem out of them, means like those problems are just not about them :) kk theen

talked to Ijul and he started being annoying by saying my past when i first know him , i was 13 ! lol and he used to make fun of me and i was damn moody,ofcourse,13 what? lol and now, he did that again ;) but anyway i like, he is just like my big brother ;) i always wanted to have an older brother, and i have loads now i guess ;) 2 years and a half knowing him is quite long uh lol. i changed, but he didnt? lol still look the same and still playboy :p *joking ka febby* hihihi.

and i have a feeling that i did something embarrassing, well i know i always do but this time uhm, i dont know laaa pft ==

anywaay, there were some pictures, but like lazy to upload lol :D so yeah, then i went back at 6something and now blogging, finally can blog :D

okaay, stay tuned . xxx ♡

-Addicted to skins :p haha, now watching season 2, best best! :p

HALLOWEEN ! ;)

woohoo! i was so waiting for this yeah :p like totalleh! cuz my parents allowed me to stay until 12 so yeah it made me happy ;)

Aishah was the organizer, she was so busy with stuff, and well i really wanted to help her, but i had to go to queensbay with my parents to find my dress and helped them with something ..

Met evelyn, and was searching for the dress with her, met usm people, Afdal and Raiyan too (dating) lol, jokingg daaaldalmaridal :p

Finally, bought my suitable dress for the halloween yeah. Went home at 3something, shit! was so laate fufufu, sorry shah ;(

reached aishah's house at 4 and directly helped her with the stuff ;) got loads of stuff haha

and then we reached su's house at 4.30 and they helped us to take the food.

While the others went out to buy drinks , gael, bernessa, micky and I started our so called make-up lol .

was helped by bernessa, who was sick and couldnt join us for the party ;(

get well soon yeah baby ;) xx

gael, that night, as a rocker who got blue black everywhere and just got rapped :p

micky as a cute sexy hot nurse yumyum ;)

lol amirul as starwars ==

After everybody came, they started to get ready too. Tika, Su, Aishah and Amirul.

Hana, Haider, Miss Shabana, Mariessa, Carina, and Pin came a lil bit late, but was okaay ;)

There were seriously much food and snacks nyumi :) and drinks too lol

we were dancing like shit, and none of us were drunk 'yet' :p

after the dacing part, we played dare, was FUN ! i had to kiss/smell micky's budd and gael had to kiss my armpit.wtf? lol and i kissed aishah :p etc .. but was fun ! hah

Miss Shabana went back and we started to dance again :D

ANYWAY, AISHAH WAS THE MOST SCARY ;D but cool ,lol. she was even scared of herself, how cute :p

all of us wanted to be scary but ended up like a prostitute :p lol how mush Su? 50cent per second uh ? lol :p

Had really Fun ! :) hana went back first also, and not long after that, i went back too. And ohya, the winner of the day was Micky, congrats cuttie :) xx

Picture of the day . ilikee ;) edited by aishah

reached home at 12 and went to bed pftt too tired and sweaty and shits :p

so yeah lol

that was an AWESOME PRIVATE HALLOWEEN PARTY there !

thanks to everyone, especially aishah

xoxo

ps: actually the lights were off while we were dancing, but the flash was just too strong so yeah lol. cool uh :D

30 November 09

Bu Komala's Party ;)

It was on friday , was about to go for swimming, but i was too lazy, yet i have to go to my dad's office for Bu Komala ;)

pft, and then i went to the office at 8pm? but no one reached yet, except for some. After Ka Febby came, all of us ( Asep, Ka lia and I) went to the back and the thing started :)

My dad asked me to take pictures, but i wanna be in the pictures too, so i gave my camera to Asep and let him take pictures :p Quite loads of ppl came, from usm and etc ..

and then we continue with dinner, wasnt that hungry, so i ate only a lil bit, i was gossiping with ka lia about "something" lol

and i just realize something on that day, made me uncomfortable and shits yeah felt like crying but naah i didnt :p

the party went on and as usual they were singing, was enjoying tho :)

ended at 10something, before i went back, took some pictures and then reached home, slept ;) was too tired, and i just couldnt wait for the halloween party which was on the next day ;)