Sunday 21 February 2010

It was a dizzy morning and my parents asked me to go to sunway carnival agian =_= i rejected because i didn't want to go out. But then, after i took shower, i dressed up nicely and put make up? i wasnt even sure why i did that, and i looked just like i wanna go out, but i had no one to ask out so i went to gurney by myself, its so pathetic i know :P lol

but around 4-5 I went to ria's house with shakina, aw i missed them so much! it was nice talking to them and playing around ;) we sat in coffee bean first ..

Then went up to her house, read magazine, play laptop and talked :)

We also went for swimming, woohoo and it was annoying cuz i didnt bring the contact lens thing, so i swam with contacts =__=

aw! i love this picture so much riaaaa ;) so nice :) hehe

racing, both of us reached at the same time woohoo ;)

and ate at Kapitan ;) thaaanks ria and shak2, you guys made my day :) love. xx

HOLIDAY ;)

Didnt do much for my holiday, mall to mall only i guess

on monday i went out with Aishah, Haider, Amirul, Ash and Hana. After gurney, i went to kaths party, and got 6 angpaws ;) thaanks kath . xx :3

Sleepover at aishahs and we made a stupidd video, will upload soon ;)

and i deleted my facebook! woohoo haha, i deleted on saturday, because i was really sick of facebook and was in badmood because of my friend =_=

Went out with bernessa too tdaay and had fun :) ate at bbq chicken, went shopping, and met aishah and se hyun too! :d gurney was damn full tday. at last we went to winter warmers ;)

bought valentines presents for my class :)

and man! i cant wait for next saturday! KL with my lovess aishah, burn and jelly :) xx :3

gotta follow the rules

What i learned from my friend tday, he gave me rules that i have to follow so i wont be like this, as in im so emo these days and im getting annoyed so fast.. so yeaa these are the rules

1. What other people think of you, is NONE OF YOUR BUISNESS. 2. No one is the reason to your happiness except you yourself. 3. In order to have a good present, you must make peace with you past, forget the rest.

Besides im gonna try to sleep at 10pm regularly :)

and he said ..

thats what we want to do. everyone wants to be liked

but if u just be like other people. then ure just following

why are u waiting to impress other people? these people will go away. all of them, even our own family. if you live to impress others youre not doing any good. coz in the end you'll be by urself. everyone is by theirselves. and ull never be happy, coz you did everything other than what u wanted to do.

yea thats the thing. you dont know who you are.

im gonna be myself, good or bad, who knows? but i will erase all my bad character and be good, well i mean i'll just be myself ;)

now i know what i've been doing these days wasnt really myself and thats why i wasnt happy, was I ? uhm will be following the rules starting tomorrow :)

thanks for my friend for helping me through all this and yeaaaaa so listen ppl you can talk shits bout me i wont give a damn, you have to know the real me then talk facts please, and if you trynna make ppl hate me or dont like me or whatever you do to make me look bad, your not even a friend and like i care? pft ;)

LOL woohoo, lets be happy! xx

SPORTSS DAAAAY ! :)

Saturday 6th February 2010 :)
The school was still empty as i reached, i went to the music room, and no one was there. Was I too early? But it was already around 7.15 everybody was supposed to be here and get ready, isnt it?

Well, I went up and met katharine, we all waited for the others in the music room. and when everybody was there, we started to get ready, i spray their hair and i bought only one spray so it wasnt enough for everybody including myself.

It was okaay, but i wanted to spray my hair :(

When the sportsday started, our prefect marching was good, i mean no mistakes i guess. and during the national anthem, there was a big bee disturbing gael and me =_= ahahaha

I didnt do much tho, i just carried 15 medals and everybody was like 0_0

as usual, NEPTUNE won AGAIN for the 2nds year ;) it was so obvious :P ahaha

and our big enemy VENUS got last aww winners or losers doesnt matter :)

After the sportsday i went to queensbay, shopped, talked and eat etc..

Reached home and slept! was damn tired eventho i didnt participate in any event =_+ ahaha

Pictures are with haider, tika and bernessa, will post it as soon as i get it :)

xx ♥

awkwardness

Feelings right now : EMO EMO EMO EMO EMO ( our new song ) by my band ( Bernessa- Singer, Gael- Keyboard, Aishah- Drum, Devi- Guitar) LOL

I felt more awkward day by days,

eerr school sucks ever now, i dont even have the mood to stay in fairview any longer because of all the stupid changes, want the old fairview back, luckily im graduating sooon woot woot ;) and i dont know i have few probs which i dont have to think about but still, im thinking bout it haha. its just that people thinks i hate them, but i dont hate people, i just feel more comfortable when they aren't around. And besides, i try to be myself, but maybe they cant accept the real me and then yeaah .... ? the conclusion is that this is my life, i can be whatever i wanna be aite!

Be nice or go away! :P okay move on to other topics

btw, i am going to meet my accounting teacher tomorrow wooot can't wait to start accounting and statistics tuition, i still need maths and science i guess AHAHAHA im gonna be so hard working man! :P eventho i know i can't cuz studying causes sleepiness faster than a sleeping pill but well it's alright to try right :) im just afraid to follow my dreams cuz i dont want to be disappointed heh :P

can anyone take me away from this place? I just miss doing fun things :(

xx

Sunday 1st September 2010

My family and I went to queensbay and shopped! woot finally i can shop! haha eventho my sisters shopped more than me but its okay haha.

Reached home at 4 something and our friends asked us to go batu feringgi 'again' ?!

The previous day, i rejected my friend of going to batu feringgi because i was so bored of it, i mean 4 saturdays to batu feringgi! cmon la! haha

But this one, my second sister wanted to go, so as a good sister, i came with her :)

Met my friends and even the guy there recognized me alrd! ughh. after riding the boat, we went for dinner at a bistro, nice but the food normal haha.

Was freakin scared cuz one of my friend drove the boat by herself lol

then went home at 10 and then slept! was so sleepy ;) and on the way home, my contacts got lost inside my eye, scaryy shits yea! haha i should be careful now, well i should have been since last time! :P