Thaipusam and gurney :)

Woke up at 9, had my breakfast and slept again. The previous day, my sisters were planning to go see the thaipusm, but i was not sure whether it was confirm or not.

So then, at 11, my mum was scolding us because we were not ready yet, so all of us got ready and went out of the house to see the thaipusm.

It was freaking hot and we walked around until 12.30. Saw MR. Kaneson my statistic teacher and met my friends ; Bernessa, Gael, Micky and Pin :)

Aw, cant see bernessa :( stupiiid!

Reached home at 1 and i Su called me because we were suppose to meet in gurney at 12.30

I quickly took shower, and get ready so I stepped out of the house around 2 :P freaking late and jam everywhere ! hah.

Met up with su, pleam, tang, and mariessa. Then we went to chillis to meet tika, kim, ju hyun, james and that cute boy. We were walking without any direction, it was annoying but well amirul and the others was dont know where so at last, we met them at chillis again and had our lunch there. I was happy to see Ash :) missed him, a lot :P We took loads of pics but it all in haider camera :) will ask him to gimme the pics soon :D haha Mariessa and Tika, well actually everybody was pissed because of the stupid guy said we coulndt refill cuz we were sharing? wth? but anyway, the other waiter was nicee :D

After almost two hours sitting at chillis, we planned to go redbox not batu feringgi but had some problems because some didnt wanna go to redbox, so only su, mariessa, tang, pleam and I went to redbox and started singing :) was fun.

The others then came too and they wanted to stay cuz it was fun so everybody stayed, we messed the room and everybody outside was looking cuz as usual we were the craziest. James also broke a glass and I helped him to clean it up, stupidd people! haha.We all cleaned the room too tho :D and then Mariessa went back first. Guess how many times i went to toilet in an hour, 8 times! haha drank too much ice lemon tea :P The koreans were singing too so the others and I went up for a while and came back again haha.

was too tired :P haha

james cleaning up the mess haha

Around 8, My driver fetched me and guess what, i reached home at 9.30 !! because of traffic jam, ugh! Anyway, i Had fun, thaaanks everyone :) and altho i felt something anyway whats that something also i dont know hah.

That was all for that day i guess :) xx

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Misunderstandingss

many misunderstandings happening to me these days, it's really annoying. uugghh!

I hate looking at myself and realizing that I dont like what i see. I hate looking back at things i did and wondering why i was like that.

Every day, there's something wrong. Just one trivial thing can make me unhappy for just a moment. It's like it's not even possible to have a day without one bad feeling. GOD, im lonely!

I am always who I am when no ones looking :(

I know everything will be okay, if it's not okay, it's not the end but

I just want to go some place where no one knows me and knows my name.

and today, i know one thing which is ...

IF YOU'RE SKINNY, PEOPLE WILL CALL YOU ANOREXIC. IF YOU'RE INTELLIGENT, PEOPLE WILL CALL YOU A SMARTASS. IF YOU ARE PRETTY, PEOPLE WILL CALL YOU FAKE. NO MATTER WHAT, PEOPLE WILL ALWAYS FIND SOMETHING WRONG WITH YOU. THE TRICK? JUST DON'T GIVE A FUCK.

okaay, dont stress devi! haha :)

Heeellloooooo World!

had been a month that i didn't update my bloggie :) sorry yea

so let me start from December, my holidays in Indonesia were AWESOME! even though i stayed in jakarta only for 3 days and met my friends for a few hours ;(

Well, but then i was a real tourist in Jogjakarta, my sisters showed me many interesting places, and i met part of my family and yeaa was fun :)

As i reached penang, i met my penang friends and celebrated my new year in my dad's office, boooringggg but i enjoyed it tho :P

School reopened, and im kinda busy with hangouts and homeworks and studies ugh

O- level or IGCSE is this november, kinda nervous, i wanna get A for those 6 subjects, well science C or B also can make it :D

My sister are here now, in Penang :) and they will be staying until Febuary woot woot haha

But unfortunatelly i have school, so i spend a lil time with them eeerr =_- oh yea, i did a class photoshoot, not really a photoshoot well just for fun and a trial :)

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valentine soon and sports day too! woot so many shits yea but anyway, i hope i'll have fun :)

and so much in my mind now, what i need is DYNAAA ;( ugh

i can see exactly where i want to be

i just cant see how i will ever get there tsk3

anyway, its late now, im going to bed :) see you xxx